The Nuances of storytelling in relation to Celine Sciamma’s Portrait of a Lady on Fire

Silence. That is what greets us at the beginning of this tale and that is what remains throughout. A constant presence at the edge of the wings. Everything else happens in random, broken, infinite moments between this silence. And that is what sets this story apart from the thousands floating out there. 

Roaring winds, crashing waves, drowsy candle-lit chambers, and a handful of stolen glances that seem eternal. Portrait of a lady on fire is a story of rebellion, of a young girl’s desire to be something more than what has been decided for her, to be something more without having to jump off the side of a cliff.

 It is Heloise’s refusal to be painted for a marriage portrait that brings Marianne to the shores of 18th century Brittany. It is all very gothic with weathered old castles, stretches of barren countryside, rustic festivals around bonfires and the unusual but strangely welcome absence of men. Celine Sciamma has masterfully created a world that we didn’t know we wished for. 

It is also a world abound with secrets. 

Marianne is hired by a Countess with the instructions that she is to paint the Lady’s daughter without her knowledge. Marianne’s subject eludes her for a long time. Nobody wishes to speak about what had happened to the elder child of the family and of course the forbidden affair that blooms in the second half of the film. Secrets are as much a part of the tale as the silence.

There is also a certain softness to the film. As it carefully unravels all its threads, we, the audience, slowly discover the joy of simple things. Of sewing the likeness of flowers that will dry up or debating over the actions of mythological beings. We also discover the quiet strength of sorority when class lines dissolve, and Heloise and Marianne help their maid Sophie abort an unwanted pregnancy. During the act itself, Heloise stops Marianne from looking away and forces her (and in turn us) to confront the scene, to see the unseeable. They even end up recreating the scene later and making a painting of it, which is a new kind of liberation that brings to mind Heloise’s words, “…equality is a pleasant feeling.”

Gaze is an irreplaceable factor in the story. At the beginning of the film, it seems quite obvious who the artist is and who the subject is. Marianne poses as Heloise’s walking companion to secretly study her. What she doesn’t realize is when she is watching her subject, her subject is gazing back. The observer becomes the observed even as the story progresses to dissolve the lines separating the artist and the art. This interchangeability and fluidity sometimes overwhelms us, the viewer, because it is such a beautiful representation of life and the way humans often communicate with each other.

A sense of tranquillity prevails in the film that doesn’t really last forever, but just in that moment. Almost like a metaphor for life itself. Doesn’t matter how long it is but how fulfilling it is. Forever in a moment. Ironically, this same bubble of forever brings a sense of urgency and desperation to our two lovers. To make the most of the time they had been given. 

The tranquility prevailing over the entire film breaks only once. At the climax. And it happens so powerfully and so unexpectedly, that the sheer lyrical magnificence of it leaves you spellbound in a heap of your own hopes, needs, and desires. Marianne stares at Heloise and Heloise too sees her, as the winds rush in the background and the crickets sing, hailing the arrival of an untimely, welcome summer storm.

Anwesha DasGupta

I think

I think I am losing memories.

What was real and what might have been blurs into one another like days often do.
It’s hard to separate days sometimes. One stumbles into the next and they tumble forth in messy heaps.


I think I am losing words. They sit heavy inside me, clinging desperately to the ridges of my mouth. They refuse to leave.


Language piles on top of each other like a teetering stack of books. It tilts over under the weight of those words. My life falls all around me.
Peeling whitewashed walls are all I now see.


I stack my memories into cardboard boxes and tape them shut for safety. I arrange them according to categories.
I like my things organized. Chaos unsettles me, despite me saying otherwise.


Faces don’t blur into one another, though. I see them standing there, smiling warmly. I sometimes forget their names but that’s all right I think.
Names are words too.


Words fall out of sentences. They leave behind blanks. I fill them up with unnamed faces of smiling strangers. Language seems so useless sometimes.


I am losing my memories. I stack what I am left with in categorized cardboard boxes and tape them shut for safety.

-Anwesha DasGupta

Moonrise

Sunrise over grey waters

Darkness rolling in.

Gazing at the black waves,

Trying to break free.

The Doors of heaven

Stood open across the sea,

Lone in that turbulence

Won’t you rush in?

What are you waiting for?

The sunflowers to whither?

Or perhaps the day the Hanging Tree blooms flowers.

Maybe you smelt salt in the air

Felt grains shifting ‘tween your fingers.

Or the tiny rivulets flowing from you,

Looked like a long lost familiar.

Maybe you saw snow in the meadow,

Or caught the colours in a rainbow.

The last hagglers of the day have passed.

And the sun has hurried on its way.

Thunder rumbles overhead. Scared.

“What are you waiting for?” I say.

With a lightning struck smile, you say

“Only for the Moonrise, my friend.”

Anwesha DasGupta.

Across the Moon River

Last night, out of the blue,
A silver river flashed across my eyes.
A river wider than a mile.
A river I had once tried to cross in style,
On a moonlit night long ago.
I had followed a dreammaker wherever he went.
Until the day he broke my heart.
We were two drifters,
Off to see the world.
There was such a lot of world seen.
But it was always the same,
The way the rainbows end.
And my Huckleberry friend
Would always wait round the bend
Leaning against a ruined wall,
A smirk and a cigarette grazing his lips.
We were two drifters alone in the World.
Moon river and me.

-Anwesha DasGupta.

Just another Autumn Evening

One autumn evening,
The sky had rained fireballs
Upon the red and ochre leaves of your garden,
And your father’s Oak had burst into flames,
Just like his funeral pyre.
You had stood in the middle of your broken home
And gazed as each pillar came together
To form a castle of ash.
That look of wonder on your face
Had made me wonder at the maze in your brain.
What poem where you remembering,
While the fire circled you?
Were you singing with your last breath? Singing the song of ice,
Or the song of fire?

Anwesha DasGupta

The Valley of Mah

Remember the Valley of Mah?
It was surrounded by blue mountains,
And you would often look down the valley
At the sparkling waters of Echo’s lake.
Remember the lone narcissus
that would grow by it during summer?
That time you hated so much.
We would sit atop a hill
Under the Manchineel tree,
And laugh at the villains passing by.
The birds would sing,
And I would pluck a lost dandelion
And adorn your wild hair.
You always loved wild flowers.
And we would sometimes dance together.
Your hands in mine.
And when we moved,
The dandelion would always hide in your golden hair.
You always had a way of hiding things, remember?
You came out of nowhere
And disappeared into nowhere.
But I always found you in that little grove,
Beneath the Manchineel tree.
Remember when it rained?
We would hunch beneath the tree
And gaze at the Valley of Mah, our skins on fire,
And gaze at the fireflies in the dark.
Remember that last dance of ours?
You plucked the flower that day,
From a branch right above my head
And offered me it’s nectar to drink.
It was the sweetest thing I’d ever tasted.
Oh, can I ever forget that taste?
It tingled in my throat and blinded my sight.
It had me blushing like a new bride.
I haven’t seen you in a long time.
Do you still sit beneath the Manchineel tree,
In that dark grove and gaze at the fireflies?
Do you still wish for another dance?
Do you still remember the Valley of Mah?

-Anwesha DasGupta.

A Thunderbird’s Song

On a nightly walk through the drowsy town,
I saw a dancing shadow pass,
While you kept sleeping on,
In a slumber of a long long past.
It so went that I found within,
A fear of sounds of nameless source.
And then I woke to see myself
Sprawled on the forest floor.
The witching hour long past,
A strange thought did come to me.
Of rains in cloudless skies
And rays in darkened nights.
A world just at the bend,
Waiting at the end
Of the last word
That your tongue lashed out
At this war ridden land,
At this godforsaken place,
Where even storms loath to come,
Where no thunderbird sings songs.
And the sound of your anklets,
Suffed by the light from a brighter star,
Brighter than the future which awaits us now,
Brighter than the world we created with our
Tears and screams and blood and terror.
Waiting for you,
Waiting for me.
Waiting for us to stop waiting,
Waiting for someone to find it within.

-Anwesha DasGupta.

Silent Waves

The river crazed by its own flow,

Glided away to Nowhereland,

And I stood watching it go,

Quiet as the pansies under my feet

Overwhelmed with a sweet smell,

Drowsy as the midnight sun.

A thousand thoughts crowded me,

Begging for my attention,

Waiting on me with a surreal reverence.

A thousand thoughts crowded me,

And formed a huge chaos of pandemic silence.

Anwesha DasGupta

A Promise

The lonely winding road ended on a strange turn and looked out upon the foggy marshes.

The raven’s mirthless cawing sliced through the predawn chill, but it itself was mostly invisible to me, occasionally appearing as a black blurry mass, jumping from here to there.

Slumping further on the muddy ground, I tried to rub the sleep from my eyes, waiting.

It was the third time this week that I was back here. It was here that she had chanced upon me and I had been mesmerized by her.

Moonlight and sunlight seemed to be woven into her hair, which changed colour when she moved.

Her shocking forest green eyes stared at me from a face lost to memory.

She had made a promise to me.

Everyone said, “Alas! Child. No one goes there anymore.”

No one knew her face. No one knew her voice. No one knew her.

“Ghost!”

“Apparition?”

“Your imagination.”

My imagination…

Had I the power to imagine such a thing? Then why wouldn’t she keep her word? I yearned for nothing but to see her again. Why wouldn’t my imagination imagine her again?

Dancing just beyond the reach of my sight, she beckoned me, “Come.”

A shiver would run down my spine and I would stumble forward, never reaching her.

My dreams would never turn traitor, my heart knew she was true and she had made a promise to me. A word just her’s to keep.

So, I lay on the muddy ground, lost to reason, waiting for her and a time that was right.

She had a promise to keep.

The man in the sterile coat said to whomsoever it concerned, that she had gone into a coma again. It was the third time since all of them had believed it was over and had begun saying, “Amen.”

This time it was for sure, he said and told she would be gone before long. They crowded around the cot where she lay and bowed there heads down to pray.

They had their eyes shut so tight that they did not see the rise and fall of her small breasts slow to a stop. And when these blind men opened their eyes, they could not see the slight smile dancing on the dead girl’s lips.

-Anwesha DasGupta.

Second Liebster Nomination

It sounds a bit ridiculous that a person has the same number of nominations as her blog posts. But believe me I do. I have two posts and two Liebster nominations. All thanks to Severus Snape Peanuts. Thanks so much for nominating me. It feels unreal.

A Liebster Award is an award given to bloggers with less than 200 followers to encourage blogging. It is a virtual award so getting nominated is equivalent to receiving it.

Thanks Severus Snape for nominating me. Your blogs are awesome and your passion for writing is inspirational. I hope you  keep up the good work.

And here goes the answers to your questions. I have tried to be as honest about them as possible.

1. Where did you find inspiration to start a blog?

My friends first told me that I should start a blog. Its a good way for keeping track of my things.

2. If you could go back in time only once and change only one thing that you’ve done or has been done to you, what would it be?

I’d go back and unsay some of the stupid things I have said to people who didn’t deserve it.

3. If I were to tell you I’m gonna murder you twenty four hours from now, how would you spend the time?

I would spend the time informing the police about it and probably get a bodyguard or something. I don’t want to die just yet.

4. If you had all the money in the world, what would you do with it?

Keep some for me and then create a fund from which people will be able to take out money to solve one of their problems.

5. Since it was Halloween a few days ago, do you believe in the spooks that go around the Internet?

Not really. 

6. Why?

I’ll start believing when I encounter something spooky. For me every ‘supernatural’ thing has a logical excuse. Otherwise it’s the aliens.

7. Which is your favorite holiday season?

Autumn. 

8. Why?

Its the off season. Its just before the time when spots in the mountains close off for winter and tourists are pretty small in number. So, you can see things better.

9. Which is your favorite book series? 

Harry Potter. Anyday.

10. If the characters in your favorite book series represented real people, which character would be the truest representation of you?

I will go with Neville Longbottom. I am a very clumsy person and machines seem to go haywire around me.But I try to improve. A lot.

And here are the rules:

  • Create a new post, thank a person who nominated you, link their blog and put the award graphic. 
  • Answer the questions provided to you. 
  • Make a new set of 10 questions for your nominees. 
  • Nominate 5 to 11 other bloggers and share your post with them so they see it. 

Today.. Im nominating 

  1. Mitopaz
  2. AKHIL CHAWLA
  3. Eh Thee period
  4. theycallmetater
  5. IamSin

And here are your questions..

  1. Why did you start blogging?
  2. What are your other hobbies?
  3. If I ever saw you in real life what would make me recognize you?
  4. Tell me about your favorite dream.
  5. Do you prefer to be alone or with people around you?
  6. Who or what is your muse?
  7. If you ever saw me what would you ask?
  8. If Santa granted you one wish, what would you wish for?

    Hope you will have a good time answering my questions. I’ll be eagerly waiting for the answers.

    And keep blogging…

                                  –Anwesha DasGupta